Board Features - Jess Tilley
Each month, we’ll be highlighting a different member of the board of Faith in Harm Reduction to share more about the people, practices, and values behind our work and the movement at large.
In a phrase or sentence, what is one dream you have for the world?
I want a world where no parent or guardian ever has to bury a child because of tough love and an unregulated drug supply
What does "Faith in Harm Reduction" mean to you?
Growing up Catholic, I was told I had to believe in a God who wanted me dead ( I am queer) and to "have faith" that He might spare me. There was this unseen/untouchable presence surrounding me that represented fear and shame which felt inescapable. However, when I found harm reduction, I found absolution. Grace. I found a tangible immense power of radical acceptance and love that I could physically see and touch! I witnessed how believing is something so awe inspiring could make miracles happen. I mean this with absolute humility and humbleness, I am one of those miracles, borne out of unwavering faith in harm reduction.
Tell us something about the work you do in Harm Reduction
I have been on the frontlines of harm reduction since 1996, exploring a variety of roles, starting with stipended peer( that actually was a thing back in the day!) to my present role as Director of HRH413, the first drug user led mobile ssp in Massachusetts. I am also the founder of New England Drug Users Union. Personally, the most important work Ive been blessed with is being a conduit of God's love to those whom society has deemed unworthy. To let others know that they too are beloved.
What is one Harm Reduction related resource you love?
Syringes. No stigma. No shame. Ever.
Who or what inspires you in this work?
Witnessing the light come back into a person who uses drugs eyes when they realize they are worthy of dignity and love. And walking beside someone during their darkest hour, not knowing the answer or outcome, but being allowed to hold space with them. To me, that is the greatest honor and inspires me to stay. And Mark Kinzly, who was the first harm reductionist to show me where to look for that light.
What's one thing you want to see more of in Harm Reduction movements?
Mentorship. It was given to me without hesitation, with space for me to make mistakes without fear of being shamed or ridiculed. I want that same grace for the newest generation of harm reductionists.
Where do you find your own spiritual sustenance?
I find it working alongside people who use drugs and trade sex, where I witness tiny miracles unfolding daily. And walking my dog, Bat, late at night, calling out the names of lost loved ones...and hearing them softly call back.
Any final call to action you’d like to share?
Harm Reduction Works meetings are such a source of self care and community. The schedule can be found at Harm Reduction Works. And support Bad River Harm Reduction!